I hate this feeling that I always feel
I wish I could just think it away...
That this situation wasn't real...
Yet...
You can't stop the concept of reality, can you
Nope
You sure can't.
I
used to be always looked at with disappointment
I
used to be always laughed at because I was different
I
used to always sleep in and wake up late because my body's exhaustion was present all the time
I
want it to stop...
Please...
Make it stop.
SO THAT'S WHAT I'M GOING TO DO
Realizing that it does me more harm than good
Realizing that my health is in jeopardy when I don't go up for food
Realizing that it's no excuse to say that you can't because with disciplined effort, the concept of "can" will change to could
Realizing that the isolation from the family, the constant feeling of being attacked, can finally disappear...
If I just...
Changed my ways...
When will I change, when will I stop my destructive habits, and pick up the beneficial one
When will I finally realize that I can build a stronger, better life for myself
If I just...
Changed my ways...
So Shizzelle, tell me
You hate feeling this way so much, don't you?
Knowing that you have gained new insight into changing your habits to live a better life
The Question Remains...
When will you start...?
~Shizzelle 5/25/20, Submitted 8:40 pm
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