Thank You!
For all of those that have taken the time to look at my website, either due to my personal promotion towards you or just somehow coming across it, I appreciate all the 565 views so far! I will have more posts transferred from my Facebook page soon, for those who may or may not have access to Facebook.
NEW INFO:
I recently plan to post more singing videos in my Instagram, Facebook page, or even on here! It may take a while due to technical difficulties, but granted it will still happen! Please continue to like, comment, and share any post you may have encountered here! Thank you all once again!MAJOR EXPLANATION:
A lot of people have asked me why I am not currently going for music as my major. There is a long explanation regarding this, but to make a long story short, I want to have a career where I can make a steady, stable income to support myself and make enough money, and then in the future I do decide to pursue music! I'm not exactly sure in what way, but I can either teach lessons in piano, flute, singing, or continue writing poetry, writing songs, do youtube videos or whatever it may be! As of right now, I am just trusting God with what I think His plan for me is. Although I'm not 100% sure if nursing is right for me, I do know that he has guided me this far in my process of becoming a pediatric nurse, although the road is bumpy and a struggle, through all this Biology classes I have to take, but I keep reminding myself to keep striving, to keep going, that it will be OKAY if I don't end up making all A's in my Biology tests, as long as I try my hardest to pass the classes needed.
RELATIONSHIPS:
I never thought I am the type to worry about relationships and what not, but I find myself feeling some type of way when I see happy couples together. Can't say I haven't tried, but failure is always the result. However, I think it is about time for me to get serious about my life, and realize the true goal of education here, Do whatever it takes to get this degree, find a good career, love working with small babies, helping them, and down the road if it seems like God is finally showing me that I am suppose to be with someone, then I'll submit and finally accept His timing. However, I think currently He is constantly reminding me that no matter how many times I try to fill that "need" to be loved by somebody, the only true love that I need right now, until He plans for me to be in a relationship with someone, is HIS love. I always knew that was the right thing to do, however, being a human being, with the nature of wanting to be loved, there is always that desire to be in a "relationship" with someone, a human being, to make it real. Maybe I am just not ready for one until I have experienced and reconnected with the one true love that I need in my life. I will not deny or miss out on opportunities to become close friends with anyone that may or may not end up being close to me, but as far as forcing relationships at least on my part will come to an end.
MY SOCIAL PERSONALITY:
I am a very outgoing, friendly, awkward but lovable, self-defensive, confident, chill type of person. There is no need to worry about being shy around me, as I make it easy for others to approach me, or I make it easy on them as I make the first friendly move. I wasn't always the way I am now, I did used to be super shy, as shy as can be, like seriously, then senior year of high school changed all of that- COMPLETELY around! I am personally satisfied and very glad of this change that happened to me. I "slayed" up in regarding to my appearance, I am more well-known and well-liked/well-noticed, yet I also noticed how that doesn't fill the void that I fill inside. Yes, i love being with my friends, getting to know them and getting to know new friends daily, but as far as having opportunities to hang outside of school... that hasn't happened yet. That is where I must trust God again to provide me with those opportunities in his own timing.APPRECIATION:
Thank you all once again for taking the time to visit my website, and checking my poetry out! I hope this allowed you to get to know the poet behind the poems a little bit! Like i said earlier, I really am hoping to have more singing posts and videos up! Please stay tuned to hear them! To stay in contact with me, please follow and stay connected with the profiles below!
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